I am SO ready for school to be over forever. More stress over graduating on time has got me down, along with resonable doubts about getting a job to pay for everything, being able to get an internship, having friends, falling in love.....pretty much everything. I wanna go home and I want a vacation from life. Is there a chance things will pull together soon? As in, less than a year? Probably not, since I know that it needs to take a couple years for some things I want to happen to even be possible. I'm the least patient person in the world most of the time...and now one of the least motivated people. Yay for rejection and not being wanted despite being "nice" and "cute." I think I'm going to try to bargain with God to see if he can give me a year off. Speaking of time off, I need to take my last final of this spring semester then resume my pre-marathon training...I'm trying to decide whether I like Xanga or Blogspot more now, I think I might make another switch back...but that's a minor decision that needs to be made.